Friday, April 29, 2011

I've been sleeping soo much now i don't know whats a dream and whats reality.

Thursday, April 28, 2011

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

She stood there alone in the middle of the park, with closed eyes.
Waiting for something, waiting for answers that she had yet to ask herself.
In the middle of the hot summer breeze trying to find her way, trying to find the person she once was.
With a broken heart and closed eyes.
Never again her life would be the same.
Just one small domino knocked over and so did her life slowly but surely.
She was left alone in the middle of the one place she thought was hers.
She had no where to turn, no one to talk to, no chance of life left.
She holds her head up high, with a painted smile on her face.

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

If i love you enough i have to let you go...
       maybe you will come back to me in the end

Friday, April 15, 2011


I broke up with my bf of a year an half only for the heartach and pain.
Then I got close to my ex that was my first love and it was nice and sweet only to loose him for the guy i broke up with (he broke my heart!)
So i'm talking to my ex as a friend i'm not taking him back.
But i lost my first love again! He hates me and i don't blame him!
All i can think about is his voice, his amazing voice when he singing to me, his arms wrapped around me as i smell his scent, those lips! argg i miss him but i hurt him and he won't talk to me!
Oh what a fucked up life!

Monday, April 4, 2011

I looked in the mirror today not recognizing the girl staring back at me
You took the good part of me away
Now i can't see that girl anymore
You took my best friend away and left in its place an ass
I can't look in the mirror at this girl
Her eyes so empty inside
Her face so lonely
Her hair so long and helpless
Her smile faded
That's who i am now...