Tuesday, March 30, 2010


I been thinking about my ex alot lately and its been even more hard when i text him. I dont know what to do. Its like i can't be with him but i want to. I have a boyfriend that i love but yet i can't get my ex out of my head. I'm going crazy thinking about my ex and crying lately because i am thinking about my ex. I get so emotional because i still love my ex but i don't and can't break up with my boyfriend now because everything my ex doesn't have my boyfriend does but i have these strong feels for my ex and they won't go away. I don't know what to do anymore.

Whats worse not being able to live without someone or going crazy not being with someone???

Sunday, March 28, 2010


Today i went shopping for my brothers girfriends babyshower. Is it normal that im not particular excided for him? Well nothing excites me these days.

what do dreams really mean?

Are you ever overthinking what your dreams mean? Well I been really confused lately. Like i never do anything right. I had a dream of my Ex boyfriend. I have strong feelings about him. Well in my dream me and him were together and we were kissing for the first time and it was all so nice and comforting . When i woke up i missed him so much. It felt so real. So heres my question for all the people that decided to read this what do you think about this i know i didnt give you much but im just looking for outside views and thoughts.